Wednesday, April 28, 2010


You have heard the old saying--I saw a light at the end of the tunnel and hoped it aint a train coming. Well a few weeks back I saw that light and sure enough it was the Ol midnite Special barelling down upon me. And even if unwittingly I allowed myself to be sucked on that wild ride that took me into the very bowels of this material world that is filled with all kinds of negative vibrations. And once again I succombed to this whirling sucking eddy of despair and let it fill my conscious mind with grief, despair and disaster. Believe me it aint no place to be. I know I allowed my feelings to surface in the past 2 or 3 posts on here and for that I am sorry. Like most human beings there are times when I question my own existence here and wonder just what in the hell Im trying to accomplish. I still aint too sure about some of it but I do know Im not here to spread negative feelings around. So with some help I was again able to jump off that train and get back to where I feel more comfortable.And with that said I wil try my best to remain positive on my future posts. thanks for bearing with me while my ind went on that wild ride on the Midnite Special. Sure hope all of you fine folks are doing great. God bless!


Breath-e said...

I didn't know you were here to "accomplish" anything...I thought you were here to witness. And we each witness all kinds of goodies, don't we. Love having you back. Yin with the Yang.


captron52 said...

Im a doer. witnessing is great but I have an inner need to accomplish maybe thats what is wrong with me I dunno thanks for stopping by hugs to you and your girl hope youre having lots of fun!