Saturday, July 25, 2015

SLIGHTLY BURNED OUT BUT STILL SMOKING

A big hello to all of you who may visit. I have been taking a sort of sabbatical on the blog for 2 entirely different reasons. While I was contemplating whether or not I was actually doing any "good" on here or if I was mistakenly just espousing another false belief system I found myself faced with an event that I wasn't prepared for. Shortly after I had begun my practice of just watching and doing nothing, I was hit by a force so hard that it has shaken my entire foundation. My life as I know it is about to be upended. But no worries. I know I will get through this and come out on the other side. I surely don't any sympathy and I don't want any of you to become overly concerned about my state of being. But with that being said I would love to give a shout out to my well loved  friends. You will know who I speak of. Those who have always supported me in the writing I do and just accept me as I am. Without your support I don't think, no I know, I wouldn't be in as good a place as I now find me. Thank you so very much. I am truly a blessed human being. So as I start the new path life has thrown me into I hope to be back to writing on here more often. As the title says right now I am slightly burned out but I'm still smoking. I get by with a little help from my friends. (Thank you Beatles)! I leave all of you with thoughts of pure love, joy, peace, and beauty. May the sun keep on shining down on your front door forever!

11 comments:

Cndmade said...

Love to you, Cap, from us all! My family to yours.
And I'll try not to worry, but that would be a lie-I worry over everything---Its my job! (smiles).
Glad you're here, though, no matter.Keep being you my friend, I'm proud of you. And I'm so very grateful of our friendship.Hugs.

Dee~

captron52 said...

Hello Dee Thank you so very much for the kind words of encouragement. Your friendship is one of my "gems" in this world. The very best to you and your beautiful family. HUGS back to you to dear friend

Dark Star said...

Hello my bother.

Your writing is fine. I understand what just hit you...as you say. I knew this would happened for you. Take your time, digest it. It takes awhile in getting use to seeing so much truth and who we are. Hard to let all the old go at first. We are bound to the illusion as it appears so real, and it seem painful almost. Yet, it's easy to dismiss the thought by...Be only in the present moment is the key. Enjoy the taste of an extraordinary wine that you share with your beautiful wife watching a sun set, with no fear, just a pureness in the moment... feeling your/her energy as one (all). No past, no future thoughts.... Just "BE". Awareness... changes everything.



captron52 said...

Hey Ian Thanks for the encouraging words. Believe me, I'm trying to stay in the moment at all times. Not always successful for sure but I keep on working on it. Thanks again for the visit and the kind words. The best to you and yours as always

Breath-e said...

Write at will. I love reading it.

captron52 said...

Hi Sarah Thank you so much for the visit and for the encouragement you have always given me. You are yet again one more of those "gems" I find in my life. Hope you are doing great! The very best to you and yours now and always my friend

Chris Ledgerwood said...

I truly hope all is well. Your friendship has meant a lot to me over the years.

Chris Ledgerwood said...

I hope all is well...a little worried!

captron52 said...

Hey Chris. Thanks for the visit and the kind words. I too highly value your friendship. Everything is going ok Im just facing some things that have taken me out of my comfort zone. No worries tho, Hope to be back writing more often in the near future. I do appreciate your concern. Hope you and yours are doing great and that the band is still rockin!

Christopher Dos Santos said...

Namaste brother;

I find myself recapturing our relations at a most odious time. I suspect, as I catch up with your writing, the essence of your discord will reveal itself. In any event, May this pause in your life bear fruit, as often is the case when maya visits us.

In Lak' ech brother Ron, Prosper with love.... live with peace...

captron52 said...

hi Christopher. Glad to say I have been in the process of much "learning" and altho the lessons were not easy they were very much needed. Things are good! Thanks for stopping by. The very best to you and yours.